lies

I guess I've just ripped a hole right through mine and one of my closest friends relationships.. I lied about something, and it's been a few months, and I couldn't handle it any more so I admitted the truth. What's so bad is they took it so well, no shouting, no yelling.. they told me nothing was going to change between us.

I think it might have been easier if they'd actually yelled at me, I definitely deserved it.

No more lies. Just one of them almost killed a relationship that meant a hell of a lot to me, no way am I risking anything else.

I've learned my lesson.

K x


Oh, and I've still not done any revision. Neither has one of my best friends, so I promised her we'd fail together. Going to the cinema with my other best mate tomorrow (neither of these is the person I lied to, he's different) and so.. yeah, should cheer me up. We're going to see vampires suck, ever watched it? Apparently it's funny. Extremely funny.


Also... just been snooping around DeviantArt, looking at all the art there.. there are so many talented people in this word.

I IN NO WAY CLAIM THAT ANY OF THE FOLLOWING WORK IS MINE, OR BELONGS TO ME IN ANY WAY.

There, can I display shit now without mucking up copyright? Haha. It all belongs to amazing artists I found on www.deviantart.com ... go check it out.

rumours....

Rumour has it that One Direction are the sexiest act ever to have performed on the X Factor... LOL JK, have you SEEN Wagner? :D

Yes, as you might have guessed, I'm in another one of my crazy moods..

Sorry about that.

Halfway through half term and yet I still haven't done any revision, but I'm not all that arsed. I'll deal with it when the shit hits the fan later.

I watched the Descent and the Descent: Part Two with my brother the other day... he wouldn't believe me that they are fucking awesome. He soon learned to worship them, haha. It was such an 'I told you so' moment.

Anyway, Chillax.
K x

dreams

I had this really weird dream the night before last, and what's weird is that I can actually remember some of it really vividly. Usually I can't remember my dreams at all, or I can only remember tiny fragments of them.

Anyways, it was split into three sections.

I'd love to be able to remember the first two, but it's totally beyond me. Haha, I'll keep thinking on it I guess. The third was about my iPod touch... I dropped it, and it fell really really slowly to the floor. The screen cracked, of course, but so did the actual main body of it. It split into three different sections. Much like my dream, funnily enough. The surface it fell on was tarmac or something, so no surprise that it was damaged beyond repair.

On another note, I'm missing my baby brother a bit at the moment. It's half term, and he's a social magnet, so he sleeps at a different mates house every bloody night. Would be nice to have him home for one night.

Sorry for the strange blog entry, haha. It's just me.

Koralyn x

ninja

I'm now a self-certified ninja.

Bow down. Mwahahaha.

Peace,
K x

Ps: On half term right now, things are pretty hectic. Just going to enjoy myself before all hell breaks loose when school starts again. 

relief

I love that emotion.

I am now officially studying Psychology, Mathematics, English Literature and Biology for my A-levels. It's such a relief to finally have made a definite decision. It actually feels as if a weight has been lifted off my shoulders.

We did an English exam mock (I'm in the top set; we're ahead so we've been entered for the exam in November instead of June) the other day, and I just got my results back. I got a strong B, which is supposed to be really good considering this is the first GCSE English exam paper I've ever done and we're doing it so early. 3 more marks would have gotten me an A, God damnit.

Ah, well. I'll do better in the real thing, and even if I do fail it, I can take it normally as I would have done in June. Plus, my coursework will pull the marks right up.

I made Banana & Chocolate Chip Muffins in food technology today, and well... they taste brilliant. Considering I changed the recipe because I didn't have half the ingredients, I'm well chuffed.

Breaking up for half term tomorrow. School is going so damn fast these days.

Peace,
K x


Edit: The reason I'm taking Biology on it's own without another science (Chemistry/Physics) is because the courses I am considering when I go to university all accept Maths or Psychology instead. Since Maths is my baby, and Psychology will be awesome, I'm practically raving out about this. Haha. 

boredom.

Ohhh, yess. It's a disease that plagues us all.

It's also why I'm hear five minutes after I last posted, about to write up a Hot Guy List. Mwahaha. I don't really have the free time to do this, but I'm doing it anyway.

Ahh, crap. I'm just going to list the guys I think are hot, then I'll order them sometime in the future. Probably soon, as I get bored a lot. But anyway, THESE AREN'T IN ORDER.

- All the band members of The WANTED.
- Taylor Lautner
- Rick Malambri (You know, the stunning hunk in Step Up 3D?)
- Daniel O'Donoghue (Lead singer of The Script)
- Enrique Iglesias
- Bruno Mars (*faints*)
- Will.I.Am
- Jason Derulo (Yummy)
- Channing Tatum
- Zac Efron (Okay, he was in HSM.. but whatever. He's still eye candy)
- Joe Jonas (Some people will start to shout 'GAYDAR ALERT' but I think he's cute ;))
- Jackson Rathbone (A.k.a Jasper in Twilight)
- Ian Somerhalder
- Paul Wesley

... Ran out of guys, haha, guess I'll have to have a think and come back later.

On a side note, I realise all I've moaned on about so far in this blog is my A levels, book quotes, fit guys and best friend stress. Isn't very interesting, I know, and I apologise. I really want to start using this site as more of a diary, as it's been advised by my teachers to keep diaries while you're in school to look back on later in life or something. Whatever.

So, here's an official welcome for you. Welcome into my crazy life!

My next post will be more along the lines of a diary entry, I promise, haha. Look forward to writing again, hopefully I won't kill somebody with my rambling.

Hug a tree,
K x

smile

I found an extremely random group on Facebook earlier, and me being me, decided to join it for the lolz.

'You were thinking it, I just had the balls to say it.'

Pretty much sums up me, haha.

Chillax,
K x